Quick Thought on Faith

Being a college student living in the whole college atmosphere can be hard for you to stay in the Faith with all thats going on. Growing up I was never a big church goer, but when I first started college I started going more on my own. I dont know if I am the only one who feels this way, but when something negative happens in my life I start to lose my faith in God. I know it sounds bad but when your going through something and people tell you to pray and everything will work out on its own and you do pray and all the bad things you dont want to happen actually does, you start to lose your trust.

Recently with me, I have not been doing to well in school. Its not that I dont try because I work my butt off and pray about all my school work and it seems as if my grades are continuously going down. When times is hard I pull out my Bible, but when im struggling with school I dont know what to read since college wasnt around back then and nobody went through the things I go through with grades and financially being able to pay for college.

I lost my scholarship this past semester and I was very disappointed about that. I was able to try and appeal it to keep the scholarship and I got word the other day that they did appeal it. Now is that Gods work or because of the appeal letter I had to write? Its hard for me to say with how Im feeling right now. But thats just a quick thought right now. So I guess I will just pray about it? We'll see...

Last weekend I went to Chicago to work at another Nascar event for 2 days. Im not a big Nascar kinda guy but watching it live was actually pretty cool. they go much faster than they look on tv. I couldn't sit there and watch the whole race but a couple laps would be fine with me LOL.

Heres a few pictures:

Spectators cheering them on

People waiting to get in, and that was early in the day

Those cars were fast!

View at night

Recent Frustration

So lately I don't know if im having a bad attitude towards things or what, but it seems like everywhere I go, there is someone there that just likes to push my buttons! Anybody else feel that way? Well some of my recent frustration has been towards my Boss at work. I really can not stand him. Dont you hate when your boss just acts like a dick for no reason? I would give examples but I would just go for days of all these examples LOL. I might be wrong, tell me if I am, but dont you think that if your boss was more lenient and laid back you would enjoy working and wouldnt mind your job? Since my boss likes to act all up tight, it just makes me hate my job and cant stand working! He makes me want to be like Latrell Sprewell and choke my boss LOL.

I am also taking a English summer class late in the day and by the time I get to class im tired and irritable but all the squares in my class dont seem to understand that and annoy me even more. They say the dumbest things and people in the class thinks its hilarious. I hate it when you have that one real smart person in class and they think their job is to make everyone else feel dumb! NO! Sit back, relax, and mind your business!

That is all for now. Everyone, stay positive and try not to let all these basic people/lames in the world bring you down!