Quick Thought on Faith

Being a college student living in the whole college atmosphere can be hard for you to stay in the Faith with all thats going on. Growing up I was never a big church goer, but when I first started college I started going more on my own. I dont know if I am the only one who feels this way, but when something negative happens in my life I start to lose my faith in God. I know it sounds bad but when your going through something and people tell you to pray and everything will work out on its own and you do pray and all the bad things you dont want to happen actually does, you start to lose your trust.

Recently with me, I have not been doing to well in school. Its not that I dont try because I work my butt off and pray about all my school work and it seems as if my grades are continuously going down. When times is hard I pull out my Bible, but when im struggling with school I dont know what to read since college wasnt around back then and nobody went through the things I go through with grades and financially being able to pay for college.

I lost my scholarship this past semester and I was very disappointed about that. I was able to try and appeal it to keep the scholarship and I got word the other day that they did appeal it. Now is that Gods work or because of the appeal letter I had to write? Its hard for me to say with how Im feeling right now. But thats just a quick thought right now. So I guess I will just pray about it? We'll see...